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may die for them. He held Jesus in high esteem and had great love for the man and His beliefs.
When, unable to speak with my father for fear of being misunderstood, he was there. Guiding me gently but firmly, he helped me grow into the person I am today.
Even though a golden white light surrounded him, I never thought of him as anything but my friend. Instinctively I knew he was a little different. Taking his name for granted, I called him God. It never occurred to me that people didn't speak to and hear God's voice speak back on a daily basis.
Daddy had taught me it was all right to see ghosts but he also tried to teach me to fear them too. He seemed to fear the unknown. Although he never said fear them, he said that the devil came in ghostly form even as "The prince of light." I did not know the devil but wanting to take my father's word for it, I was careful. This man, who seemed to be only visible to me and with whom I spoke on a daily basis, was my friend. He helped me. It was unfeasible that he had anything to do with the devil.
When I called God, my friend was always there. As I grew into an adult, his appearance never changed. He was always with me.
Patiently waiting for years to tell me his name, he told me when I was thirty-six. Not only was it a shock to my system, but it also left me feeling as if someone suddenly took my childhood teddy bear away.
The day I finally decided to come out of the psychic closet, he told me who he was. This man had always been closer to me than anyone other than my present husband, Claude.
My life with this man had prepared me to open those closet doors but the way it happened made me realize I had been walking towards this event all my life.
Telling my husband of about six years that I could see the future was not easy. A series of events served to send me bolting out of the psychic closet. To a certain extent, I felt as if it were out of my control. Now I know better. Looking back over my years in this life, I have learned that I was in complete control of my situation.
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